On turning 24 – Summer 2016

 

butterfly silhouette

 

I am not so young that summers startle me.

No more, me sprawling under the wide sun

Simply in awe it was there: no more the free

Uninhibited flailing, once wet by a water gun.

 

But I’m not so old that this is old to me.

Buddleias burst with fluttering, in the gown

Of each fresh sunlight’s start, a coterie

Of admirals and cabbage whites drift down;

 

As it is for them, this day is new to me,

As blue and green as when this world began.

Older, perhaps: but young, enough, to see

Faces in clouds, a life in a lifespan.

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Relative Morality

 

 

First you are told that, however crooked

A meter rule may be, or any line

Drawn by a hand, tending to an arc,

At least there is light. It doesn’t get

Any more straight that a beam of light, you’re told.

Romans, after all, would devise their famously

Parallel roads by the aid of candlelight.

Nothing more straight-laced, straight-up or direct,

My lad, nothing as honest as light.

 

Well there’s light in water, of course, there’s always

An exception to the rule: a stick will seem

To bend in it. Refraction: also how

White sun turns blue in a sky suspiciously

Full of nitrogen – riddled with nitrogen –

So in those senses, it isn’t always the same.

But otherwise yes, light is implacable,

Perfect, true and incorruptible.

Apart from reflection or refraction, true:

But otherwise the universe’s yardstick.

 

And at last you are told that light is relative

And everything more or less is relative

In such a way that, basically, gravity

Curves the movement and even the speed of this

Former universal constant, and as such:

Well.

 

If light itself, if light itself

Is open to persuasion; if the metaphor

For goodness in every school and book and song

Itself is pliable, politic, subject to

A caveat or two; can also be

A bent cop, crooked cop, poorly-drawn line,

Well: in relative terms, why shouldn’t I?

 

 

Even light itself subject to influences. That’s an observed natural phenomenon. Odd, when considered as a metaphor, isn’t it? 

 

Truly Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

 

Alternative ending to Robert Frost’s poem, based on the notion of hypothermia. Stopping by woods, forever. 

 

 

Whose woods these are I think I know.

His house is in the village though;

He will not see me stopping here

To watch his woods fill up with snow.

 

My little horse must think it queer

To stop without a farmhouse near

Between the woods and frozen lake

The darkest evening of the year.

 

He gives his harness bells a shake

To ask if there is some mistake.

The only other sound’s the sweep

Of easy wind and downy flake.

 

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

And so, these promises I keep

I may let lie, while I desire

To forest’s night of snow and sleep.

 

I’ll make for me a simple fire,

Perhaps, sole comfort I’ll require,

While all the night these shadow call

Me to retire, and to retire,

 

So cold that man can scarcely crawl:

For sleep’s the easiest of all.

And dreams in snow so sweetly fall,

And dreams in snow so sweetly fall.

Nautical Distance

 

hook-island

 

 

They still have not found

The depth of it. Black and thick and slow

As tar, and dark as pitch.

 

We take for granted nautical distances,

Treaties, fishing quotas, the migration

Of sea turtles. Holidays. We cling to

The calculable. We picture it as we imagine

A map to lay it out, for us.

 

But once you’re out: in a humble little boat

Lilting with the waves, staring out so

Far form the horizon, you may find

It’s never been known. Go on: drop your oars.

Roll up one sleeve, and lean

To trace your fingertips across the water.

They still have not found it: but maybe,

It will find you.

 

 

I have always, even as a small, defenceless child, been lured to sea monsters. When you consider just how little of the oceans has been explored, and how very few species we have discovered, it can open the possibilities of many wonderful and terrible things. I still to this day occasionally look up tales of “true hauntings” at sea. Search the The Ourang Medan, a relatively recent ghost ship phenomenon. 

Peace on the Mountain

 

The lesson ends, so teacher wipes the board.

The bell rings out, forgetting all it learns.

All the while there’s fire under the mountain

And it burns.

 

The village children ring around the fountain.

Their parents, at the pub, sing with their mates.

All the while there’s fire under the mountain,

And it waits.

 

The telly’s on. They stare above their feast

Served on trays with plastic cups and plates.

All the while fire rises from the east,

And it waits.

 

They don’t read. So imagination tires

With, you know: this and that. Consoles in bed.

They wait unknowingly for dragon fires:

They will be fed.

 

 

We aim in life for comfort, and simplicity.  Complacency and comfort may kill us all.